Much as I often do, the first two chapters will be posted back-to-back so that we get to the 'Outsider' part of the story quick. After that, I'll go with a Sunday-Thursday posting of one chapter each all the way through the fifteen chapters of the story.
Hope you enjoy reading it!
[715 AD]
[Sailing above the Dogger Bank]
The strengthening storm-clouds had chased them west for the last few days... but their small vessel was not fast enough.
Njord’s watery fist had caught up to them.
Dovindr Gormsson hauled on the stay-line with all the might of his eighteen — well, almost — years. Fought the woven-flax rope down towards the cleat, only for yet another wave-tip to crest in over the board. More icy salt-spray joined that already soaking his numb fingers.
But he did get the line tied off. Let that show all those who thought him a lesser boat-man than his father! Dovindr turned to the back of the vessel, ducking slightly so that his hood would shield his eyes from the ever-present stinging brine-wind.
His proud smile — albeit with chattering teeth — fell. Father hadn’t noticed. The towering and far-spoken presence of Gorm Haraldsson stood like a mighty oak at the steering-oar, his entire attention focused in glowering down at the shorter man before him. Who was evidently unaffected by Father’s weighty glare, instead continuing their argument in his insistent tone.
“Yet if we had gone south with Willibrord, you would already now have been tying up at anchor in a safe, friendly harbor! Not fleeing this storm and praying to your… your heathen idols!”
‘Uncle’ Lucas punctuated his words with a single finger, first pointed at the nearing storm-clouds and then jabbing into Father’s barrel-wide chest.
A brave move, one that Dovindr had seen cost other men their fingers under Father’s furious grip. But then, Lucas was said to be a rare match for Father in battle-history. A claim that Dovindr did not doubt: despite the Frisian missionary’s protestations of new-found pacifism, those remained a warrior’s scars that mapped out a bloody history across his skin.
Dovindr was yanked from his thoughts — literally — as a rattling gust of wind snapped the line taut under his hands once more. And pulled him up from the deck by it, only to drop him back to the briny planking with a wet thud.
And just like that, the storm which he had just finally managed to take his mind off for just a moment was back. Thor’s fury, Njord’s envy, all of it rolling hungrily across the lightning-lit night towards them.
He’d… better go check on the keel-water level. Could always use a bit more bailing, right?
Dovindr turned his back on the conversation, stumble-running downwind across the slippery and rocking deck and over to midships. Of course, just because he put distance between him them didn’t mean he couldn’t hear Father’s incredulous bellow. The same recognizable one that always cropped up when Lucas brought up religion.
“Those ‘idols’ which have never once led me wrong in my life, nor will they now!” Father retorted, his energetic ire somehow still stoked even after many hours of arguing around in circles. “And to the south is naught but Frisians! Surrounded by those cut-purses they call ‘honest merchants,’ we’d have been starving paupers within the year!”
The other boys in the village Dovindr's age — err, all ‘men’ now, of course — had often asked him how many of Father’s scars now came from Lucas, and vice-versa. Dovindr had tried telling them the truth, only to be doubted each time.
So he’d started making up a few, to wide acclaim. Nice to see that Aunt Frida’s admonishments on the importance of ‘honesty’ were followed by all, right?
What was actually nice to see was that only a small amount of water was sloshing about in the bottom of Harbor-glory’s open hull. Foaming as it poured over the ship’s ribs, yes, but doing little enough actual harm. And at a depth where he’d waste more energy clambering all the way down there and then back than it was really worth.
No, this may be the first time he personally was caught in a blow this bad, but he’d heard Father’s stories since he was a swaddled babe. A real Gods’-Argument of a storm like this one was a long battle. It surely must be, when Thor was clearly hurling his lightning against Njord's rolling waves, to settle some slight that mortal men could only guess at.
Dovindr had better save his energy… it wasn’t like that hold would stay near-empty for long after all, not with the seas picking up.
Much to his surprise, in the few moments he’d spent away Lucas had only stepped closer to Father’s intimidating bulk. Did the once-mercenary truly have no love left for his own life? Was he that secure in his Southern God’s protection?
Dovindr knew who he would put gold on, between a God of Peace versus Father. There was a reason he’d kept his own mouth shut all this time, thank you very much.
“’Frisians’!?” the Frisia-born man shouted, incredulous rather than cowed. “You’ve got a lot worse to worry about than Frisians, you old tree-tier!”
There he went again, poking at Father like that one time Dovindr had found Young Knut playing just outside the village, jabbing at a confused infant boar with a knobby stick he’d found.
Giggling merrily all the while… and completely unaware of the irate mother sow storming in towards him.
Dovindr still bore the scar from that day… but at least Knut still lived. Wouldn’t be much of a farmer with just the one hand, sure, but he didn’t exactly need them both to take over his father’s trade now did he?
Yet who would look out for Lucas?
Perhaps it was that same fearless — cowards would say ‘mindless’ — bravery and proven strength that had first drawn Aunt Frida to him? Into her marriage to a foreign follower of a jealous God, the choice which had cost the family their place back home?
Leaning his weight on the steering-board, Father kicked out one booted foot against the heavy oaken chests which crowded around the centerline of the family ship.
Even on the spray-slick decking, he did not slip for a moment. “You may still associate with such ‘men’ if you wish, Faramund, but the day you bound my sister to yourself was the day that you left your rough youth behind.”
Uncle Lucas’s eyes narrowed as he glared up at Father. He shook his head, droplets flying off of his sharp chin and tall nose. “A youth which I did leave behind, along with my old name from before my baptism. The pagan Faramund has retired forever; you know full-well that it is as Lucas Gerulfsson that I advise you today.”
Dovindr had heard this whole routine twice before already on this journey. But if Father were apparently so unconcerned over the storm that tossed the family’s ship, perhaps that was a good sign. Father’s many decades at sea certainly knew more than Dovindr’s far lesser experience.
Then again, perhaps there was just enough of a break in the argument for him to slip in. “Father, the sail’s secure! I’ve checked the keel-water, and we’ve a little time yet. Should I—!” he coughed, hoping desperately that his voice-break had disappeared into the winds. Father stood up-wind of him, right? “Should I go check on Frida?”
That was something to do, at least. Now, that he could no longer try to distract him from his problem with his other thoughts: he’d trudged all over the ship, tried breathing in as much of the salt air as possible, and still his stomach was somehow rolling worse than the waves around him!
Not exactly the mark of a seafarer, that, nor of a far-famed seafarer’s only son.
He would have to do better... and most importantly, not let his weakness be seen until then.
Father caught his eye, and shook his head. The hardness in his eyes abated for a moment, and Gorm the feared Farmathr was briefly replaced by Gorm the proud father.
Well, if Father of all people said that his doted-on younger sister would be fine even in a storm like this, then who was Dovindr to disagree?
And surely if his father and his aunt had such stout sea-stomachs then he’d get used to it all eventually? Eugh… even the thought made him queasy. Best not to let anyone see.
Squelching across the deck in wet boots, Dovindr plopped his waterlogged self down on the nearest wooden sea-chest. He ran his hands down each arm and leg, pressing as much of the heavy water out as he could in this brief break in the ship-labors. With the crew short by two men, he’d had to push himself to fill the missing four hands with his own two.
Father rounded once more on Lucas, dredging back their conversation like a fisherman hauling up the day’s catch.
...A thought that perhaps Dovindr shouldn’t have thought of, as his stomach revolted at the mere idea of fish-stench.
“Oh I’ve gone for a ‘dip in the river’ too, but you don’t see me making such a big story of it!” One meaty hand patted at the bright-white undershirt that peeked out at his neckline, half-drowned under heavy furred cloaks.
Heavy cloaks that Dovindr certainly missed right now, but at least he could move about the ship to keep his blood flowing. And to keep his stomach from usurping control over his legs and sending him running for the board. Meanwhile Father was all but tied to the steering-oar, that colossal board that none of the other men aboard could hope to control in surging waves like this.
Lucas retorted “That you regressed to your old ways is nothing to boast of; our Heavenly Father will be not so amused when you are called to account for your turning your back on Him.” His words were punctuated by a burst of wind that crackled through the bright cloth-tent erected behind him to cover the resting places on the ship.
Under his breath, Dovindr muttered thickly to himself “I’d praise a Heavenly Swineherd if he’d just take this seasickness away.” Who knew, by that wind-burst that had underlined Lucas’s words maybe such a far-off God was listening just now!
Err… perhaps he shouldn’t speak quite so loudly?
“Pah!” Father boomed, waving one hand in Lucas’s face. “So then I now have one god angry at me. I already have many more which I keep happy; I will be fine!”
Lucas’s thin face reddened, and he took one step forward across the overlapping planks below him on the stern’s half-deck. The hand that held onto the raised stern-post for balance whitened visibly as it clenched harder onto the creaking wood.
But before he could unload the flurry of angry words so clearly readying upon his tongue, a tired voice called from behind Dovindr.
“Lucas.” Frida’s voice, a warning tone cutting through her obvious exhaustion. With any luck, she could say what Dovindr wanted to say… and have it actually work. “Leave him be. God will surely wait until we arrive in Cornwall, yes?”
Lucas halted, grimacing. Father smirked back up at him… but only for a moment.
Because Frida clearly had words for her brother as well as for her husband. Shifting the cloth-swaddled infant in her arms, she glared reproachfully up from underneath the low oiled-cloth tent roof nearer the center of the ship. Hopefully, it kept enough of the freezing spray off of her to keep both her and the child warm. “Gorm. It is upon Lucas’s own contacts in our new home that you — that we all — will depend, once we arrive. Do not alienate him… too soon.” She sent a weary smile first at her brother and then at her husband, before a hungry cry from her infant son drew her attention back to far more important matters.
Dovindr hid a smile of his own. Father and Lucas bickered like old men, yes, but it hardly took a wise man to see that it was because the two had too much in common, rather than too little. Aside from matters of faith, at least.
“Dovindr,” Frida ordered without looking up from her infant, “get over here under the tent. You’ll freeze out there, sitting in the rain.”
“No I w-won’t.” Dovindr reflexively denied, only for his traitor lips — numb as they were — to betray him. Grimacing, he caught Father’s eye once more, begging without words for a counter-order. The seasickness only got worse if he went inside!
But Father only nodded again, one hand making a brushing motion.
His scowl intensifying, Dovindr crouched low to sidle in underneath the rain-shield without losing his balance on the lurching ship. Immediately, the shrieking wind was replaced by the thunderous barrage of rain onto stretched canvas… not much of an improvement. Angled planks nailed into the deck kept the worst of the rain-driven water slicking the deck from pouring into the shelter, but the travel-coats of those inside still stank like—
Ah. “Looks like Halfdan’s not so used to the waves.” Dovindr enunciated carefully around his cold lips as they burned hot in the not-quite-as-cold sheltered air, his wounded sense of pride fading aside as he watched Frida dab away the regurgitated mess on the swaddled infant’s face.
And feeling a bloom of empathy rise inside him. Looks like at least he wasn’t the only family member finding the rocking waves to be tough going.
...But if it ever came to Frida cleaning away sick from the someday-will-be-a-beard fuzz around his mouth, he thought he might just dive overboard instead.
“He’s his father’s son more than mine, at least in that.” Aunt Frida remarked with tired affection.
“Hah!” Came a joyful cackle from further forward, deeper underneath the tent where the faint cloud-filtered sunlight barely reached. Yet the recognizable reedy whistle of Anaoc the sailor carried sharply through the gloom, as always. “He’ll learn, soon enough. He’s got your family’s blood in him, at least half of it. Just look how the boy there has his feet under him, and he who’s never before left sight of the land!”
“I have sailed out with Father before!” Dovindr shot back with a curled grin, even as he sidled past Frida towards the shadows that crouched up against the swell of the mast-step underfoot. Lurching back-and-forth along the narrow walkway as the ship rolled under him, all the better to make a point of how he did indeed keep his balance.
Looks like he’d succeeded; they suspected nothing! These old sea-salts thought him a real sailor! It was the best day of the tr—!
His gorge rose as the seasickness chose to remind him of its presence. Nope, not the best day of the trip anymore.
Out of the corners of his eyes he could make out just enough movement to see where the last two men of the crew sat facing each other. And his ear, knowing what to listen for, caught the thunder-sound of wood rolling against wood.
He nodded, a gesture that doubtlessly went unseen in the darkness. “Playing for wagers, again?”
This time, the lower voice of Eadberht answered in his far-southern accented speech. “Anything better to do?”
Dovindr glanced over his shoulder at the sky outside, just in time for a bolt of Thor’s own lightning to flash in the distance. Enough to illuminate the waves charging past the ship, as Harbor-glory fought her way onwards through the storm that threatened to overturn her at any moment.
Not a sight that his stomach had wanted to see; a complaint that it registered quite pointedly.
So he forced his attention away from the looming danger. A boy fretted over the threats that he could do little to avoid; a man didn’t. Swallowing against both fear and rising bile, Dovindr did his best to pull his shoulders back and his voice lower as he answered “Of course not.”
“Hah!” Anaoc laughed again, but thankfully didn’t elaborate. His next words were clearly spoken to Eadberht “On the next rise, then? Double-or-nothing on this throw, don’t you forget!”
“Oh aye.” Eadberht grumbled. “I’ve already got it until sundown, why not try again?”
Dovindr crouched next to them, his eyes straining against the darkness to see. “Knock-the-tower?” He was mostly sure he could see the stacked wooden blocks in front of each of the two sailors.
“Bit dark to play at tables.” It was always hard to tell when Eadberht was cracking a joke or not.
“And too lively outside for hnefatafl!” Anaoc added. “The king’d get sea-sick before he ever fled the table!”
“That’s why kings don’t go to sea.” Eadberht observed calmly. Then, as the deck creaked underneath them, he added “That’s the rise, there.”
“So it is.” Anaoc reached out, and Dovindr backed up to give them room. He knew from experience that the carved wooden ball in the old sailor’s hand was heavy enough to bruise… and only nearly round enough to make it predictable.
Which was perhaps the point.
Just as Harbor-glory peaked at the top of one swelling wave, Anaoc released the wooden weight with a heavy clunk. It was too dark to see, but Dovindr thought he could track its meandering path across the heaving deck, swaying from side-to-side until—
“Øj!” Anaoc coughed, along with the recognizable wet smack of wood hitting flesh. Shadows flickered as he doubled over… followed by the clattering of wooden blocks.
“And the rest of the day’s watch is yours!” Eadberht crowed, with more triumphant energy in his voice than Dovindr had heard from the mercurial sailor in the entire voyage up to that point. “A lot of bailing awaits, too, by the weight behind that wave.”
Dovindr shook his shoulders, rising from his crouch. “I’ll head out with you.” Not because Anaoc was older even than Father and Dovindr put together, for none could doubt that the old man’s wiry frame still held far more strength than anyone would think.
But rather because the unexpected lurching underfoot, coming without any warning, had threatened to pull the morning’s meal — eaten cold, just as the first rain had hit them — up and out from his heaving stomach. A problem that clearly didn’t affect the two far more experienced sailors in front of him… and thus one that he certainly wouldn’t allow to affect him!
Or at least, be seen to affect him.
Frida only briefly glanced up as Dovindr and Anaoc squeezed past her, out into the wind-tossed spray. A gust of which caught Dovindr just as he straightened up, knocking him back onto his heels.
But at least the freezing blast smothered down the seasickness, just for a while!
“Rethinking it, boy?” Anaoc asked from behind, laughing even as the wind tossed his words far into the distance.
By way of answer, Dovindr pushed off towards the nearest gunwale, turning to make his way forwards.
In the lower-section amidships, between the raised decks, he found Lucas already standing in water up past his ankles. The mercenary-turned-missionary’s boots lay on the edge of the planking, turned to keep the rain from pouring into them.
A bucket-full of hurled water arced overboard, even as Dovindr doffed his own boots. Say what one will about the Frisian who had become his uncle, but he had never seen the man shy away from hard labor.
Bare feet splashed into freezing water, as Dovindr reached around underneath the decking for where the other bailing-buckets waited. A moment later and Anaoc lowered himself into the water rather more carefully with a quiet hiss of discomfort.
Lucas glanced up, nodding in silent thanks for the aid. And with three men working, even the wind-spray that sloshed in over the gunwale with each passing wave was not enough to keep them from rapidly emptying out the bottom of the hull.
Even as the ache built higher and higher in his muscles, Dovindr’s smile only grew. Turns out Father was right after all: — admittedly, he usually was — it indeed was impossible to be seasick and tired at the same time!
Work finally done for now, Dovindr stowed the bucket and crouched partway underneath the planking overhead. Now mostly shielded from the wind, he dared rest his weight against one of the cloth-covered containers there.
And promptly stood back up quickly, at the startled squawking that came from his intended seat. Right, he’d forgotten that the hens had been packed away down here. They’d no-doubt started to get rather worried at the rising waters!
The other two men looked over, Lucas halfway through climbing back up to the stern — no doubt to go check on his wife and infant son — while Anaoc bent over, wringing water out of his forked beard. “Startled by a small animal, you of all people?” Anaoc grinned, while Lucas disappeared silently out of sight. “I’d have thought you were past that, all the seasons you’ve spent out in the woods seeking fodder for your aunt’s stew-pot.”
“It’s, uh, been a while since once surprised me like that.” was all that Dovindr could think to say, too late to simply say nothing at all. But it was true enough; he was proud of his well-practiced ability to stalk quietly through the woods around their home village. He’d once gotten close enough to have all-but-touched a grazing deer, before it finally smelled him and bolted!
It genuinely had been a while since an animal had been the one to catch him off-guard.
“Hah.” Anaoc grunted a laugh, shaking his head to cast off what water remained in his thinning hair before sidling over into shelter. “I’d wager you miss the trees and snow, right now. A sailor’s life’s a bit more of a challenge!”
Dovindr shook his head. Perhaps denying the old sea-salt's observation as much to himself as to Anaoc. “More of an adventure, I’d say! Never a dull moment, not since we cast off. Far more exciting than the day-journeys I’ve been on with Father before!”
Admittedly, Dovindr had only been on exactly two such trips. But his knots showed that the rope-memory stayed with him even now, a year since the last one. So he felt that he could claim them as showing that he wasn’t a terrible sailor, for all that this was not the life he had once planned for himself.
Yet what an adventure it was, after all! Straight across the sea to the south-west, towards and through the narrow channel that he had only heard of in tales told by older sailors. If all went well, he would disembark on the land of cliffs and mines that was said to lie beyond!
And it would be in that strange, foreign land that he would spend his eighteenth summer. Only a few more seasons from now — and maybe one or two more story-worthy days at sea like this one, if Njord showed pity on him… or Thor ‘convinced’ him to — and he would be a man. One hand rose to cup the carefully-nurtured fuzz that grew around his chin, surely to one day match Father’s proper beard.
One day.
“Aye, and with Gorm at the steer-board we’ve little enough to worry about from a blow like this.” Anaoc shrugged, gesturing dismissively to the storm-black clouds raging overhead. And to the small but growing puddle of water at their feet that would soon enough need their attention once more. “And—”
A rumbling gust of wind roared across the ship from her starboard aft quarter. With a creaking groan, the mast — even with the sail lowered and stowed away underneath the forward deck — tilted ever-so-slightly.
And from further aft, a loud crack heralded one of the stay-lines giving way.
For a moment, neither Dovindr nor Anaoc breathed.
But no screams followed, thank the Gods; nobody had been hurt. But the mast kept creaking, a warning that another such gust would risk knocking it over entirely.
Both men exchanged a momentary glance, before lunging aft and swiftly clambering up onto the rear decking.
Dovindr ran unsteadily across water-slick planks to where Lucas had managed to snag the torn end of the line. The wind must have picked up while they had been bailing, for the single slap of earlier wind was now joined by yet further bursts.
Sea-spray drove horizontal across the ship, and even Father half-crouched behind what protection the gunwale could offer while still holding onto the steer-board! Under his steady hand, at least Harbor-glory kept her aft to the worst of the driving wind and waves.
Anaoc appeared a moment later, one of the reserve lines in his hands. Despite the cold and the danger, he flashed a gap-toothed grin at Dovindr. “Your knot there was a bit too good, boy! The rope gave way before the tie-off did!”
Indeed, it truly was the same stay that Dovindr had just finished a short while ago that had now been loosed! With a half-shrug, Dovindr took the offered end of the reserve line and grabbed the frayed rope from Lucas's grasp as well as the replacement from Anaoc's hands. “Then this one should hold, too! But maybe you should tie it off to the cleat, yes?” He grinned with perhaps a bit more confidence and composure than he actually felt.
While the two men worked, Lucas stepped back. One hand rubbed at his chin, kept as hairless as Dovindr’s own. The other, wisely, kept a careful hold of the nearest line. “At least with wind like this, I imagine that we should make it to Cornwall as soon as expected. Even with the sail down, that is… and your father’s blasphemy.”
Dovindr wasn’t certain about it, but Harbor-glory at least did seem to be scudding across the heaving waves about as fast as he’d ever seen her, and that even with her sails entirely stowed. But all the same, those angry-black thunderheads above them did look to him more like—
“Bah!” Father must have overheard his law-brother’s optimism. “Clouds like that aren’t helpful fellow-travelers!” Father waved one hand behind him, leaning into the steering-board. “They’re ill-tempered tricksters, straight from Njord’s backsi—” He halted, eyeing Lucas before continuing “They’ll back around on you without warning, is what I say. We’ll have a long and sleepless night come this evening!”
Well, if Father saw something in the approaching clouds that Dovindr didn’t… it was probably best to listen to him. Any man who had his fiftieth summer behind him — and almost all of them spent on the open sea, as he frequently boasted — was worth paying attention to. Like the cure for seasickness: exhausting, backbreaking labor that would have to be repeated again shortly! One did not live to be hailed as ‘Farman’ by being unfamiliar with sea, after all.
Besides, the amber-shock spice of danger was what made this an adventure!
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This was not an adventure.
The hull rose up and smacked Dovindr from behind, hard enough to painfully clack his teeth together.
At least that stopped them chattering, if only for a moment.
“Cheer up, boy!” called the beaming old sailor bundled up next to him. Discolored teeth — almost more teeth than gap… almost — glinted brightly amidst Anaoc’s cackling smile. “I’ve been through worse than this, and the seas haven’t taken me yet!”
“They’d have thrown you back if you ever did go overboard, Anaoc,” grumbled Eadberht, on Dovindr’s other side. “There’s three women in this world who’ve ordered you out of their homes already; I think we all know that the wave-spirits would think much the same.”
“Ah, but that is because the raging sea is my one true wife!” Anaoc boasted, the old Cornish sailor shouting to be heard over the howls and whistles of the hungry winds. “She just doesn’t want me home quite yet!”
Dovindr smiled. Or, he thought he did; his face was numb enough that he wasn’t quite certain. At the very least, he hoped that it didn’t betray the racing heartbeat and freezing terror — colder still, somehow, than the brine-wind curling around them — that filled his chest. Terror that surged with each cresting wave, each time his rolling stomach told him that he was looking straight down towards the front of their ship as she tumbled into the next trough.
From behind them, Father grumbled loudly “Then by all means tell her that we’re with you! If the ship goes down, we’re all moving in with you and your watery woman immediately!”
The men laughed, and if there was perhaps a tinge of hysteria behind their calls then it was lost amidst the crashing of waves against a stressed hull.
A hull which groaned with each hammer-blow of water. Seepage leaked through the planks in a dozen places, collecting in the lower central hull. And here it felt like it had been only moments since they had last bailed out the gathering water there!
Dovindr drew his waterlogged fur outerclothes tighter around his shivering shoulders. Then exchanged a knowing glance with his aunt, who had all-but-disappeared underneath her pile of each of the spare furs available to the small crew. The tent over her head kept out most of the water-spray… but that still left enough that all aboard had decided to give her their heavier sea-coats.
The men were tough old hands, after all, while it had been many years since Frida had ever been out riding the waves during such a storm. Oiled animal-pelts meant nothing to hale men of broad shoulders and salt-stained beards.
A pity that Dovindr had yet to grow either of his own, then.
Another burgeoning wave from astern lifted the creaking ship, her groaning hull flexing such that he could watch the rolling motion rush forwards towards the raised bow. A bow that curled back towards his position in the stern, so sharply that for a moment he swore the bow-strake would crash against the bare mast. As if the ship were turning her head back to glare reproachfully over her shoulder at the men who had steered her into such a gale! Dovindr leaned down, patting one ice-numb hand against the ship’s timbers. Hopefully a gesture more reassuring to the ship’s spirit than to him.
Harbor-glory uncurled her spine, creaking and groaning in understandable complaint as she arched over the top of the next wave.
And just like that, his seasickness came thundering back. Dovindr stuffed one salt-stained hand into his mouth, teeth digging into numb flesh as he fought his gorge back down. Oh, not now! Njord, let the waters take me before—
Err, better not to finish that thought. There were perhaps worse things than embarrassing himself in front of the others, after all…
Surely even Njord couldn’t have heard his foolishness above the thundering roar of the winds overhead?
All around them, waves curled and broke. If there was one good thing about their household being forced into exile — no matter how ‘politely’ the king had phrased it, that was what it was — it was that all of their remaining goods fit quite comfortably in Harbor-glory’s hold. The knorr rode light, her curved gunwales high and proud above the waterline.
That said, the lack of ballast also meant that she rolled in a way that Dovindr had never felt before.
And, gods willing, would never feel again.
If this was what a life on the sea was truly like, then Dovindr missed the snow-quiet comfort of the forest outside his village all the more! The way it had whispered gently to him with each creaking tree and each bird-call that told him where his prey — destined for the week’s stew-pot — was to be found.
But no, he had now turned aside from the land-bound life of a forester that his acknowledged talent with a bow had first drawn him towards. He had left behind his friends back in the village, Hammarsten the blacksmith and Elgiva the mead-maker's daughter, in whose house he knew he could have stayed for a while after Father left.
Sure, that would have been rather awkward to share a roof with the newlyweds, but he spent most of his time out in the forest anyways. It would have been yet more awkward still to be forced early into a man’s life alone without family or even his own home, but it would surely have only been a few years until he built his own.
Yet the fireside stories told by sailors and travelers, of far-off lands rich with treasure and nature’s bounty, had swayed him in the end. And perhaps their other tales — those of beguiling, exotic women most interested in hearty, well-proven sailors — had had their effect, too.
The roaring wind and encroaching waves all around him suddenly made the faces of the plain girls he’d grown up alongside seem perfectly fine!
Fits of moonlight peered down through the glowering clouds, glinting off of raised sea-swells to every side. Their vessel rolled on amidst ever-changing peaks, dashing down one side into a deep valley before riding up the steepening slope of the next wave.
He swallowed hard, fingers dancing where they huddled protectively against his chest. No matter how he tried, he could not get his digits to stop revealing the terror that bubbled within him.
A terror that somehow missed Uncle Lucas, seated next to him and leaning back against the mast. The Frisian’s eyes were closed, and for all the world he appeared as if sleeping. Yet he was clearly awake, for he muttered with an unnerving calm to Dovindr “Fear not, young man. God will not suffer we his children to die here today.”
“How do you know?” Dovindr mumbled back before thinking.
His accidental impiety passed by the foreigner with no more effect than the storm's fury achieved. Lucas simply nodded, as if to himself more than anyone else. “I have seen it,” was his complete non-answer.
Dovindr opened his mouth once more to form a proper objection, when he too ‘saw it.’ His eyes briefly locked onto something half-glimpsed over his uncle’s shoulder. Far ahead of the ship, something had danced amidst the waves pouring on before them.
Then, amidst a flash of god-sent lightning, he saw it again.
A breaking wave, far ahead of them.
Its crest breaking vertical, and then splashing back towards them in a rain of white droplets.
Against the wind.
The tiny spark of pride that he had been the first to spot the danger guttered out amidst a rising tide of horror, and Dovindr shouted with cold-fat lips “Breakers ahead! Rocks, or a reef, or something!”
Gods only knew what it could be, this far out at sea. There should be no islands here!
All chatter about them halted, and Father’s hand clasped hard against his shoulder. Pressed down, as the experienced captain stood up even with the deck bucking and rolling beneath his steady feet.
A few moments of anxious silence, and then a muttered curse half-stolen by the winds. “Aye, that it is. To the oars, and damn the ice-water! We pull to one side or another of those rocks, or Njord takes us all today!”
The men scrambled to the oar-loops, nerveless fingers scrabbling at the oars waiting besides their posts. It took Dovindr two tries to lever his own into its precious iron oarlock.
Then the sea had its own go, nearly yanking the heavy wooden pole from his spray-slick grasp the instant that wood met water.
But he wrestled it down. Jabbed the broad paddle-pole into the raging waters and waited. Only a moment later, and Father nodded to himself. Shouted a command, one stolen by the thieving wind.
Yet the men heard it all the same, every one of them waiting for the order. Strong backs leaned towards the bow, sinewy arms pulling the oar behind them in the same motion. Dovindr fought to keep time with the other men, having to push with his legs to match the full stroke.
A routine he had done many times before, though, — albeit under less alarming circumstances — pulling the knorr forwards against the seas. Feeling her surge forward in leaps as the men put their all into the rowing.
As the rearmost rower on the steer-board side of the ship, Dovindr could hear his father’s ceaseless chanting even above the driving wind. Prayers, mostly, with one hand on the steer-board and the other holding his hammer-necklace aloft before him.
And shaking, hopefully from the cold rather than fear.
“Thunderer, Friend of Mankind, watch over us. Trickster, wall-halter, persuade your watery comrade into forgetting whatever slight we may have dealt him! Wave-caller, god of merchants, forgive us who must have offended you!” Father’s soaked beard hung scraggly down into his furs, twisting aside as he glanced briefly over at Lucas. Then he inverted his hammer, lifting the now vaguely cross-shaped silver artifact slightly higher. “God of Israel and Father of Christ, see us safe to the lands of your followers!”
Lucas only continued his own quieter mutterings, doubtlessly echoing the same prayers. The last one, anyways.
With his back facing forwards, Dovindr could not see ahead of the ship as she fought to turn aside from her approaching doom. But he could see two sets of eyes widen, as another crash of lightning boomed directly overhead as if peering curiously down at the doomed ship.
At least one of those gods had heard them, evidently. It remained to see if he would help.
“The rocks approach! Hold on!” Father bellowed hoarsely.
“Hold and pray!” Lucas echoed, no less alarmed.
Dovindr tucked his oar into his chest, reaching aside to wrap one arm around the repaired stay-line which rose from the gunwale up to the mast. The ship struck not a moment later, the keel-board grinding hard across something. Yet somehow, not catching. Great fortune, then; perhaps a wave was carrying them over the rock that they had seen?
Then another wave slammed into them now from the side, hurling the groaning vessel onto her steer-board side. Father’s yell as the wooden handle under his experienced hand disappeared overboard was drowned out by an echoing crack as the mast split at its base.
The massive pole wider than Dovindr’s shoulders leapt up from the ship as if hurled by a giant’s sling… and yanked its stay-lines along behind it.
Anaoc’s knot worked as intended, and gave way before the rope did. But the thick fibers were still pulled beyond-taut, snapping away from the gunwale like a whip.
Tearing across his thick coat and slicing it open. As well as the flesh underneath.
Dovindr doubled over, his shout of pain lost amidst the tearing wind. One corner of his mind peered through the slashed furs and noted a rather shallow wound, but was quickly drowned out by the needle-finger pain nonetheless.
Not a moment later, and a louder bellow of agonized timbers came as the ship shuddered to a halt. A halt, held fast atop the rock even as the waves pounded at her side!
He gritted his teeth in a wry, rictus grin — at least he would have a wound, however mild, to show the valkyries and prove his bravery when death took him as it certainly must within only minutes! And if this life-and-death struggle didn’t count as a ‘battle,’ then he’d want no part of that fools’ afterlife!
That was when the light came.
A glow that illuminated water, spray, and dark cloud alike. Casting faces into shadow-lined masks of alarm.
A glow that came from below the ship, building stronger and stronger with each racing beat of Dovindr’s loud pulse.
“What in the Gods’ —!?” Father cried, louder even than the matching shouts from all others aboard.
Then everything went black.